Thank you to those who put money and messages on Bethan’s Just Giving page for the Cambridge half marathon, which took place last Sunday. The target Cancer
Research UK had set me of £300 was dispensed long ago and the total currently
stands at nearly £1,500. All of this will go to CRUK’s new Kids and Teens fund.
The messages, though, of course, are more important than the
money. I had wanted to create a place where Bethan’s friends and family could
come together for her 21st birthday and to a certain extent this has
provided that opportunity.
I am logging a report on the event in the form of poetry. I
am not sure if this is what usually happens on Blogspot, but as it’s my blog, I
suppose I can do what I like.
A technical note: the Madison handshake or hand-sling is a cycling term for a relay
rider handing over to the next team member by swinging them forward.
Rites
of Passage
At gun time, the column moves off,
the filter of the canopy on
Midsummer Green
shattering the sun into a
cascade of snapshots,
rendering our progress in
stop-motion capture,
holding this birthday in memory’s
aperture.
Panning out of the trees and onto
the streets,
I jog in rhythm to the isotonic
slosh
of my day-glo flask,
to the drumsticks making the
bash barrier crash,
to the vuvuzelas,
to the slap of soles,
to the metres and the feet,
to the rasp and wheeze,
to the sweat and the tears,
to the twenty one years.
A river of lycra
snakes along the high street
between Superdry and Sports Direct.
Heads bob like waves,
their crops lit with haloes of
the first sun of Spring,
as though a heavenly host
were entering this celestial city.
College porters,
like dark angels in black
bowler hats,
eye me with suspicion
and prepare to eject
such a sorry wretch
from this procession of the righteous.
such a sorry wretch
from this procession of the righteous.
A hairpin bend on Silver Street
defies the laws of Physics
as the runners of the future
pass the joggers of the past
both moving in opposite
directions.
And in that intersection of
time and space
I sense what it is I have come
here to find.
Not what I wanted - for that is
dead and buried
but what is left.
And though he is not even here,
not even in the county,
I reach across the hairpin
over the miles and the
years
and send the Madison hand-sling
to my stripling son,
pass the momentum
from the old to the young
and watch him fly
over the tarmac and onto the
home strait,
now beyond the reach of that racing
demon
that would have run us down.
that would have run us down.
Slowing now to a pilgrim’s pace,
I am drawn to the finish in the mighty wake
of this Spring tide surge
of this Spring tide surge
as it laps over Midsummer Common
and douses Jesus Green in a sea
of shining crowns.